This blog is mainly just an outlet for getting out my thoughts and feelings on whatever I’m currently thinking about. Spring of 2009 I began to fall away from Christianity. It wasn’t out of rebellion, but rather because I really felt like I was faking it all the time. Take away the fake and I realized that I wasn’t sure Christianity ever really seemed real. On top of that, Christians just seemed to bother me more and more.
I want Christianity to be real, I really do. But at this point, I don’t know how to figure it out or what to do. I’ve heard the ol’ “You just need to read the Bible and pray!” one too many times. That is not the solution. It may help, but there’s no magic formula like people make it out to be (bible + pray + “accept Jesus into your heart” = Christian).
So, I decided to be done being fake, and to be as real as I can be. So, that’s what this is. It’s real me, my real thoughts.